There are no specific rules when it comes to training a human toilet. I suppose each mistress has her own way that works for her. Over the past 15 years I have trained several and made my fair share of mistakes in the beginning as I had little experience. A lot of people disagree with my methods but this works for me as it quickly shows me the difference between someone whom REALLY want training and the ones whom are merely looking to fulfill their fantasy.
By now I have two very different types of training programs. One is for a slave whom want to serve me and the other is for a slave / dom for video productions. I will compare these two programs step by step. You’ll see a lot of similarities as well as differences between the two. I’ll also point out the difference between the training of a male and female slave. Even though it’s very much the same there are a few differences as I have pointed out in a previous writing of mine here Male Or Female Toilets
First I’d like to explain that I used to train human toilets merely for the fun of it. These days unfortunately my time is a lot more limited. Therefor I only train human toilets for the two reasons mentioned above. Either the slave wants to be my human toilet 24/7 (like my current live in slave Devoted Sub) or the slave wants to be used as a toilet by me in my video productions (very different training)
Since I have a 24/7 live in human toilet my training these days is more focused on a female human toilet to be used by me in my videos or as a female dominant to use my slave along with me as a toilet for video productions.
Let’s start with the tougher training program of the two, the training for a 24/7 human toilet to serve me. This program I have used over the years and trained Devoted Sub (my current live in human toilet for the past 15 years) Michelle (my very first female toilet), Nandie (my second female toilet) as well as my 3rdfemale toilet (name and details withheld for the time being)
The training program is 6 months (minimum of 2 – 3 times a week) It starts with a full application form (including copy of identity document of the person in question) I ask very specific questions in this application form as this can already give me the indication if the person is really willing to be serving me)
Should the person pass this then it is time for three face to face interviews which include me, my husband and my current slave Devoted Sub. Should the person pass these interviews THEN a date will be set for training to start. Even if you are an experienced toilet the training program is still 6 months (with very good reason) I take the training of a human toilet VERY SERIOUSLY and therefor I have very strict and non-negotiable guidelines.
If you miss a SINGLE training session you are OUT THE DOOR. I only make exceptions for death in the family and serious injures from preventing you to attend your training session. If for instance you miss 2 months of training because of injuries (like a car accident) the clock stops and those two months will be added to your training.
So how exactly does the training work?
These step by step guides that I’m explaining is for a newbie (someone with no experience as a toilet at all) Besides the obvious (slaves are ALWAYS completely naked in their knees in front of me at ALL times) it is important to get your slaves used to their role. Physically (smells, tastes etc.) as well as mentally. As you will see the mental aspect is where the training of a female slave is different than from a male due to women struggling much more with this aspect than men.
The very first part of training is bottom worship and rimming:
This part of the training is the same for both male and female slaves for both training programs. It’s important for your slave to get used to the smell of my ass. I leave it unwashed and ripe for two days up to a week on purpose. The slave spend long periods with their face buried between my buttocks and his / her nose pushed onto my asshole to inhale the smell. This teaches the slave his / her place, humiliate them a bit and put them into submission. I love the feeling of the air movement on my asshole as he / she inhale. Here is one aspect where I like female slaves in training more. Women tend to show more facial expressions than men so her discomfort and pleasure is more obvious to me. I also use the method of face sitting to add to the slave’s discomfort if I can see he / she is enjoying it too much.
When the slave gets more used to my ass smell it’s time to move on to ass kissing. As you can see by the picture above I like to use this position. This gives the slave a clear view of my vagina and my asshole. I keep reminding him / her that they will NEVER be good enough to touch my vagina, only to worship and honor my smelly ass. This gives the slave a perfect view of their humiliating role as they push their face between my parted ass cheeks and press their soft puckered lips onto my asshole. This is where the bigger difference comes in between the two types of training. If I’m training a slave as a live in I add more of a humiliating factor. Make eye contact with him / her as I smile at them over my shoulder constantly reminding them verbally about the disgusting part of my body their lips are making contact with. Explaining to him / her I was born into this world to be served like this and he or she was born into this role to please me. No one’s fault, it’s just the natural order of things. With the training of a slave for video production I also make eye contact the same way but concentrate more on asking her if she is okay, telling her how proud I am of her and how good her lips on my ass makes me feel. During all this I also assist her verbally about her breathing, not to make direct eye contact with the camera, how to pucker her lips more as she kisses my ass (important as this teaches her on camera angles) But the sadistic affect of arousal on me is the same nonetheless.
Now it’s time for him / her to learn how to lick my asshole (rimming, salad tossing) Again I use the same position to give the slave a clear view about what he / she is about to do. I leave my asshole unwashed again for a minimum of 3 to 4 days. Getting their mindset right about bad tastes as soon as possible is vital if I’m ever going to take a shit into their mouth whether it’s for a live in slave or for a video production. With both types of training I follow the same route with small differences regarding training as a toilet for video productions. In both cases and genders I take the same position offering the slave a good look of what they are about to lick. I let the slave smell my ass for a minute or two first so they can get used to the smell and get their mindset of submission right. Now it’s time to put that tongue to work. I let him / her lick around my asshole first informing them how good this feels for ME. I then tell them it’s time to get their tongue in there. The first 5 minutes I’m mostly don’t say much. I just close my eyes and enjoy the pure pleasure and arousal this brings me. Two main differences here between male and female slaves in training. Males tend to start out better and lick nice and hard in the beginning where females tend to start slower and gradually build momentum as they go on. End result? Women have better endurance, sorry guys but it’s true. Most men start to really suffer after 20 minutes because their tongue gets tired. I’ve had female slaves whom NEVER licked ass before licking my ass quite sensually the very first time for 20 minutes without even breaking a sweat only really struggling with a very tired tongue after 40 minutes. With male slaves I usually use this position for 30 minutes and then change to the position where I can sit down on their open mouth for the next 20 minutes or so for the deep rimming. With women I do pretty much the same except I sit the other way around on her open mouth so that her nose is touching my vagina. This way I can look into her eyes as she get started again. I usually instruct her to put her hands on my hips and I like holding her hands during this. For the next 10 minutes I instruct the slave to concentrate and lick hard right in the center of my asshole as I push down. This way the slave’s tongue gets to the more sensitive nerves of my asshole as well as the more intense anal taste for them. After 10 minutes I push very hard and the slave must push his / her tongue very hard upwards in order to push his / her tongue into my rectum. By this time male slaves are pretty much done, they simply can’t do it (my asshole is pretty small and tight) Female slaves despite their tongue also being exhausted by this time simply puts in so much more effort. This exercise is done for three reasons. First it help the slave to develop a stronger tongue over the next few months. Second reason is there are always traces of feces in the rectum and this helps the slave getting used to the taste and finally, it feels soooooo damn good! Female slaves also tend to go into a steady rhythm here, slowly and sensually fucking my rectum and ass with her tongue. The end game guys? Don’t dive in so eagerly at the beginning, that’s the reason why women can lick ass longer than you lol Again the different mindset between men and women is why I communicate differently during this with male and female slaves. With male slaves I use verbal humiliation only “Your worthless tongue enjoy the taste of my shithole doesn’t it?” With a female slave I also remind her where her tongue is and what she’s tasting in my rectum BUT I concentrate a lot more on talking down to her gently and telling her how proud I am of her making this filthy act so beautiful and I’m more open to let her see the pleasure it gives me on my face. Basically I’m re-wiring her thought pattern to help her past those guilty feelings and mental block she needs to get out of her head.
Now it’s time to take things one step further. Being rimmed with a full rectum. Now is where the real fun start to begin for me as you can see on this picture. Yes, I do masturbate sometimes during this part of the slave’s training when it feels very good. The times I reach orgasm the slave can actually feel the contractions of my rectum and asshole against or around his / her tongue. Here is where the bigger difference comes in between training a slave as a live in and when training a slave for video productions. In both training methods I do the same. Let him / her lick my asshole first for a bit. I then stop them and tell them to keep an eye on my asshole as I push. He / she must tell me when they can see the tip of the turd appear. As soon as he / she informs me they can see it I tell them to lick. Strangely enough I noticed here male slaves cope better than female. I suppose the awkwardness of being the same gender might be a contributing factor but it’s more likely again a mindset problem. Reason I’m saying this is females gag more during this in the beginning until I make her concentrate how beautiful the act of her licking my shit is. This along with proper breathing usually does the trick and her gagging fit gets under control. The training for video productions is the same but when she starts to gag I’m more prone to pinch so the turd goes back into my rectum and let her keep licking my asshole for a while before she has to lick the tip of my turd again. Reason being that for video productions swallowing is optional. However if she’s receiving training as a live in toilet slave and not for video productions then swallowing is compulsory so the training is more intense. With female slaves I prefer to rather use this position for this part of training:
There are reasons why I prefer this position for female slave training. Eye contact woman to woman is much more important here. While she is slowly tongue fucking my rectum and tasting my shit as her tongue keeps making contact with the tip of my turd I can verbally keep insuring her and encouraging her while keeping direct eye contact. Again, I keep her concentrating on how beautiful the act of one woman submitting to another and tasting her shit is while holding her hands and looking into her eyes. I allow myself to show her my arousal of what she’s doing. By making myself vulnerable like that while she’s doing this it helps her feel less vulnerable and insecure. As they get more and more used to this we move on to human toilet paper. I let the slave sit on his / her knees next to me while I take a shit in the regular bathroom toilet. Afterwards I get up without wiping and go to the bedroom with the slave where he / she will lie on their back on the bed so I can sit down on their open mouth. I first let them see my dirty unwiped asshole as I sit down on his / her open mouth. For the next 30 to 60 minutes the slave now licks my dirty unwiped asshole clean, this includes working his / her tongue into my rectum. Again with female slaves I prefer to sit in the opposite direction to make eye contact with her and talk her through everything as she gags. For video production training I don’t sit on the slave’s mouth but rather let her spread my buttocks as she licks my asshole clean. Getting her to understand the importance of camera angles is better than her getting and keeping her gagging under control.
We’ve come a long way and the day of being my toilet has finally arrived. The first few times I prefer to use this toilet chair as it gives the slave the opportunity to turn his / her head sideways to spit my shit out if they feel overwhelmed. As you can see by this picture I look at the slave between my legs and talk to him / her a little bit first. Asking him / her if they are nervous (the usually are scared shitless) I communicate a few minutes with them first until their nerves are calmed a bit. With a female I’ll usually discuss the beauty of this whole process between women to her, the intimate moments we are about to share and how proud I am to be the first woman to shit into her mouth. With women it’s all about getting the mindset in the right place and the rest will follow. The conversation ends with me asking him / her if they are ready and them informing me they are and asking me to shit into his / her mouth.
Moment of truth, Communication stops and for a minute or so it’s the ultimate silence as my slave only stares at my vagina and asshole taking in what he / she is about to experience. From here on his / her way of thinking will forever be changed for the better. I then start to push (with a female slave I will hold one of her hands or both for emotional support) As my slave see my asshole stretching open and the turd start to slide out slowly as I moan in relieve softly as they open their mouth and doing what now comes almost naturally for him / her, that they have been training for months now.
The moment of truth for the slave as I fill his / her mouth. The first few times most slaves can hold my shit in his / her mouth a few seconds at least before becoming overwhelmed. I allow both male and female slaves to stimulate themselves during this if they feel aroused. For me this type of usage feel like the natural order of things now. Me on top grunting in pure relieve and pleasure, slave at the bottom taking my shit directly into his / her mouth like it should be.
As time goes by the slave can hold my shit in his / her mouth much longer at a time giving me time to finish and wipe my ass in front of his / her eyes. As I turn around I like to smile down at the slave with a tender smile on my face. Seeing them wipe my own ass with his / her mouth full of my shit re-inforce the reality on them. They understand that they have just been used as a toilet by me.
Putting the toilet paper I just used on their face while telling him / her how wonderful it was. How light and good it feels to have pushed that shit out. This helps them put my face to the whole act and help them understand that my face is not what they got from me but rather the most gross part of my body and the waste that came out of it. This is where the training for the slave for video production ends but for the live in slave there is one more part of training that lies ahead.
Learning how to swallow my shit during the last month of training in order to prepare him / her for the final exam. During the last month of this exam I use a modified toilet box and the slave is restrained completely. This includes restraining the head rendering the slave helpless. The slave’s head height is adjusted accordingly so that when I sit down with my asshole on the slave’s open mouth 50% of my body weight comes down onto the slave’s open mouth. Not only is the slave unable to close his / her mouth, it’s also a high level of discomfort for the slave. I slowly shit until the slave’s mouth is full and then I hold back ordering the slave to swallow. In the beginning I only let the slave swallow one mouthful at a time and I check how long he / she can hold it down. After some practice the next few times it’s two mouthful loads the slave needs to swallow and keep down. The slave NEVER knows when the second part of the exam will happen. With these two parts of the final exam you can be really glad if you are male. I’ll be 100% truthful here, I’m a lot harder on the female slaves when it comes to the final exam guys. It’s very erotic for me knowing it’s a woman under me and the whole idea of a slave the same gender as me turns me on just that bit more. So I tend to make their agony longer and more intense.
I do these two parts of the exam on two separate days of the last month. The first exam is the endurance rimming. You might think it’s fun rimming someone with full bowels for more than an hour but trust me, after an hour it’s pure agony for the slave and my sadistic side LOVE that!
The slave is restrained exactly the same way for the endurance rimming leaving him /her completely helpless and at my mercy. With these two parts there is LITERALLY only one way it stops. When I decide to show mercy and get up. I let the rimming start the usual way. He / she licks my unwashed and ripe asshole first for around 30 minutes and then they have to work their tongue into my full rectum. By this time the slave’s tongue is already tired and this is where my payoff for all my time and effort finally comes. Usually after 20 minutes of their tongue massaging the inner walls of my rectum from tongue fucking my ass they simply can’t anymore. The tongue is simply too cramped up and tired to push into my rectum again. I masturbate while they try to get their tongue into my rectum again, the feeling of their tongue trying to push my shit back deeper into my rectum usually brings me to a powerful orgasm right on his / her face. Want to see how to get that tongue into working order again? Take something as basic as the need to breathe away and see how well this works. I simply reach into the back of the box and pinch his / her nose shut. It only takes the couple of seconds for the squirming and pleading noises for air begins to start. Doesn’t take much more than 40 seconds of desperate screams and struggling against the binds before that slave does manage to get his / her tongue back into my full rectum. It is EXTREMELY erotic and can easily bring me another 2 to 3 orgasms in the next 20 minutes. You do get a point that no matter how long you make your slave struggle for air he / she simply can’t get their tongue back in there again and you have to stop. In order to pass this first part of the exam you need to be able to tongue fuck my full rectum for a minimum of 30 minutes (1 hour in total with the first 30 minutes included) With male slaves I stop once they reached the required limit. With females I keep going (sorry ladies, but we have more endurance than men so I like pushing you further) Other reason is watching the female slave’s body struggling against the binding just gives me that fraction more arousal and pleasure.
To this day Nandie still holds the record tongue fucking my full rectum for 1 hour, 28 minutes (1 hour 58 minutes with the first 30 minutes included) Out of the 12 times I pinched her nose shut to encourage her to try harder the last 5 times I had her nose pinched for just over a minute. To this day I am still the most proud of this girl. In the beginning I thought she’ll never make it since she struggled the most to control her gag reflex. I was the hardest on her of all and she surprised me with her amazing endurance. She was also the only female slave whom passed my final exam and she was also my only 24/7 female toilet for another year.
Think that’s tough? Well the second part of the final exam makes that look like a picnic. The slaves never knows when this part will be coming. During the last month I hold my shit 3 days every time in order to produce MASSIVE bowel movements. Every time the slave only have to swallow 2 mouths full of my shit. During the 3 to 4 days I hold my shit for the slave’s final exam I stick to foods that make your feces taste HORRIBLE, rare red meat steaks, biltong, lots of unions, hamburgers etc.
As I sit did and order the slave to lick my ass like I always do I inform them today is the day for the final exam and I’m going to make them swallow my entire bowel movement. I go on by explaining to the slave what I ate the past couple of days. It’s amazing how you can sense their fear just by the way they lick your ass differently once you break this news to them lol
I enforce this fear further by telling them I can feel this load is going to be massive (around 10 to 12 mouths full) Remember, the poor slave never managed to get past swallowing two mouths full up until now. I also remind them it’s only over once I’m empty. I will show no mercy. This is the best part for me as during this final exam I let myself go completely and give attention to my own pleasure.
I push out the first mouthful and count back from 20 to 0. The slave has 20 seconds to swallow. Once I get to 0 I push out the second mouthful whether the slave finished or not. All of them usually get the first mouthful down just in time. Problem comes at the second mouthful. I give the slave only 10 seconds to get that down. It’s is sooooo arousing when the slave start to struggle and make pleading noises into your ass to stop once you get to:
“3……..2………1………here comes the next one sweetie”
That push is amazing as you feel the pressure build up and simply push harder, feeling the gagging vibrations as the new load force into his / her mouth and force the previous one down their throat. After the 3rd mouthful I usually stop for 20 to 30 minutes to masturbate while remaining seated. The slave still has that last mouthful and if he / she simply can’t get it down I’ll help them soon enough. During this I torture him / her mentally by asking how the grilled chicken is tasting now etc. For the next 30 minutes I keep myself in a very high state of arousal and finish of with a powerful orgasm right on the slave’s face. I then feed the slave the next 2 to 3 mouths full enjoying the amazing sadistic pleasure of feeling, seeing and hearing him / her suffer, knowing I’m the only one whom can show mercy. Then I hold back again for 30 minutes or so while masturbating and reaching orgasm as I inform the slave I’m about halfway done. ANY real human toilet out there whom swallow will tell you the last half of a bowel movement is much harder to get down despite sometimes being softer due to the taste getting much stronger.
The last half of my bowel movement (5 or more mouths full of shit depending on how big the load is) is the grand finale of the exam as well as my high state of arousal. I inform the slave to use his / her tongue as a butt plug. If they can stop my shit from coming out then we are done. If they can’t I’m going to keep shitting down their throat until I’m completely empty without giving them a break in between.
What I love most about this part is the mental torture of giving him / her false hope. For a minute or so with my softer shit in my rectum pushing against their tongue in there they think they can stop this from happening. As I push harder and feel my shit forcing their tongue out of my rectum and their desperate struggle as my flow keeps going for 15 to 20 seconds (I push it out slowly) I am in heaven! Knowing I can show mercy at any time by stopping but I simply keep going ignoring their suffering, struggling and pleading is out of this world. There is simply NOTHING he / she can do about it. All they can do is endure their suffering as my shit slowly goes down their throat.
When I’m empty I remain seated for another hour, giving the slave time to get that last mouthful down on his / her own and then get his / her tongue back into my rectum to clean it out. During this hour I will bring myself to between 3 and 5 orgasms OR build it up and bring myself to one earth shattering orgasm lasting around 40 seconds or so.
So what if the slave can’t get that last mouthful down on his / her own and lick my asshole and clean out my rectum? EXAM FAILED! As tough as this might sound, the slave failed the exam and will never be my 24/7 toilet. There is a reason why I’m being so harsh. It’s because I know exactly what they slave goes through. Unlike many I was a toilet myself. I wanted to know what my slave is experiencing when he is my toilet so I asked my husband to use me as a human toilet a few times. Hubby shit into my mouth a total of 15 times and the last 5 times was the EXACT force feeding I use on slaves for their final exam. Devoted Sub did the filming while hubby used me for these. Before anyone asks, no videos of this is available as it was still filmed on VHS back then and because I wasn’t wearing a mask. For that reason I’ll never make these videos public nor the ones of Nandie’s final exam and training as her privacy also have to be respected.
In short. Training for live in slaves are a LOT harder and more intense than training for slaves for video productions. Slaves for video productions I train on camera and the training is much shorter and less intense. Slaves wanting to be my 24/7 toilet gets more harsh training as this will become their life.
That being said I have to point out that these days I only train females for video productions. Either as a top to use Devoted Sub as a toilet with me, as a sub to be used as a toilet by me for lesbian video productions or both if she is up for it. Before anyone accuse me of being sexist, I’m not. Reason why I don’t train male slaves anymore is because I have one. There is no use for me having 3 male toilets on a set and only one feeder (myself)
What’s important or dangers of these force feedings for live in slave’s exams?
Important is breathing, that’s why I do breathing exercises with the slave in training LONG before the final exam comes up.
On the safety front the slave’s body must be lifted so his / her feet is higher than their head like with waterboarding. This minimize the risk of your shit (especially if it’s soft) to get into the windpipe and cause choking.
By now I have two very different types of training programs. One is for a slave whom want to serve me and the other is for a slave / dom for video productions. I will compare these two programs step by step. You’ll see a lot of similarities as well as differences between the two. I’ll also point out the difference between the training of a male and female slave. Even though it’s very much the same there are a few differences as I have pointed out in a previous writing of mine here Male Or Female Toilets
First I’d like to explain that I used to train human toilets merely for the fun of it. These days unfortunately my time is a lot more limited. Therefor I only train human toilets for the two reasons mentioned above. Either the slave wants to be my human toilet 24/7 (like my current live in slave Devoted Sub) or the slave wants to be used as a toilet by me in my video productions (very different training)
Since I have a 24/7 live in human toilet my training these days is more focused on a female human toilet to be used by me in my videos or as a female dominant to use my slave along with me as a toilet for video productions.
Let’s start with the tougher training program of the two, the training for a 24/7 human toilet to serve me. This program I have used over the years and trained Devoted Sub (my current live in human toilet for the past 15 years) Michelle (my very first female toilet), Nandie (my second female toilet) as well as my 3rdfemale toilet (name and details withheld for the time being)
The training program is 6 months (minimum of 2 – 3 times a week) It starts with a full application form (including copy of identity document of the person in question) I ask very specific questions in this application form as this can already give me the indication if the person is really willing to be serving me)
Should the person pass this then it is time for three face to face interviews which include me, my husband and my current slave Devoted Sub. Should the person pass these interviews THEN a date will be set for training to start. Even if you are an experienced toilet the training program is still 6 months (with very good reason) I take the training of a human toilet VERY SERIOUSLY and therefor I have very strict and non-negotiable guidelines.
If you miss a SINGLE training session you are OUT THE DOOR. I only make exceptions for death in the family and serious injures from preventing you to attend your training session. If for instance you miss 2 months of training because of injuries (like a car accident) the clock stops and those two months will be added to your training.
So how exactly does the training work?
These step by step guides that I’m explaining is for a newbie (someone with no experience as a toilet at all) Besides the obvious (slaves are ALWAYS completely naked in their knees in front of me at ALL times) it is important to get your slaves used to their role. Physically (smells, tastes etc.) as well as mentally. As you will see the mental aspect is where the training of a female slave is different than from a male due to women struggling much more with this aspect than men.
The very first part of training is bottom worship and rimming:
This part of the training is the same for both male and female slaves for both training programs. It’s important for your slave to get used to the smell of my ass. I leave it unwashed and ripe for two days up to a week on purpose. The slave spend long periods with their face buried between my buttocks and his / her nose pushed onto my asshole to inhale the smell. This teaches the slave his / her place, humiliate them a bit and put them into submission. I love the feeling of the air movement on my asshole as he / she inhale. Here is one aspect where I like female slaves in training more. Women tend to show more facial expressions than men so her discomfort and pleasure is more obvious to me. I also use the method of face sitting to add to the slave’s discomfort if I can see he / she is enjoying it too much.
When the slave gets more used to my ass smell it’s time to move on to ass kissing. As you can see by the picture above I like to use this position. This gives the slave a clear view of my vagina and my asshole. I keep reminding him / her that they will NEVER be good enough to touch my vagina, only to worship and honor my smelly ass. This gives the slave a perfect view of their humiliating role as they push their face between my parted ass cheeks and press their soft puckered lips onto my asshole. This is where the bigger difference comes in between the two types of training. If I’m training a slave as a live in I add more of a humiliating factor. Make eye contact with him / her as I smile at them over my shoulder constantly reminding them verbally about the disgusting part of my body their lips are making contact with. Explaining to him / her I was born into this world to be served like this and he or she was born into this role to please me. No one’s fault, it’s just the natural order of things. With the training of a slave for video production I also make eye contact the same way but concentrate more on asking her if she is okay, telling her how proud I am of her and how good her lips on my ass makes me feel. During all this I also assist her verbally about her breathing, not to make direct eye contact with the camera, how to pucker her lips more as she kisses my ass (important as this teaches her on camera angles) But the sadistic affect of arousal on me is the same nonetheless.
Now it’s time for him / her to learn how to lick my asshole (rimming, salad tossing) Again I use the same position to give the slave a clear view about what he / she is about to do. I leave my asshole unwashed again for a minimum of 3 to 4 days. Getting their mindset right about bad tastes as soon as possible is vital if I’m ever going to take a shit into their mouth whether it’s for a live in slave or for a video production. With both types of training I follow the same route with small differences regarding training as a toilet for video productions. In both cases and genders I take the same position offering the slave a good look of what they are about to lick. I let the slave smell my ass for a minute or two first so they can get used to the smell and get their mindset of submission right. Now it’s time to put that tongue to work. I let him / her lick around my asshole first informing them how good this feels for ME. I then tell them it’s time to get their tongue in there. The first 5 minutes I’m mostly don’t say much. I just close my eyes and enjoy the pure pleasure and arousal this brings me. Two main differences here between male and female slaves in training. Males tend to start out better and lick nice and hard in the beginning where females tend to start slower and gradually build momentum as they go on. End result? Women have better endurance, sorry guys but it’s true. Most men start to really suffer after 20 minutes because their tongue gets tired. I’ve had female slaves whom NEVER licked ass before licking my ass quite sensually the very first time for 20 minutes without even breaking a sweat only really struggling with a very tired tongue after 40 minutes. With male slaves I usually use this position for 30 minutes and then change to the position where I can sit down on their open mouth for the next 20 minutes or so for the deep rimming. With women I do pretty much the same except I sit the other way around on her open mouth so that her nose is touching my vagina. This way I can look into her eyes as she get started again. I usually instruct her to put her hands on my hips and I like holding her hands during this. For the next 10 minutes I instruct the slave to concentrate and lick hard right in the center of my asshole as I push down. This way the slave’s tongue gets to the more sensitive nerves of my asshole as well as the more intense anal taste for them. After 10 minutes I push very hard and the slave must push his / her tongue very hard upwards in order to push his / her tongue into my rectum. By this time male slaves are pretty much done, they simply can’t do it (my asshole is pretty small and tight) Female slaves despite their tongue also being exhausted by this time simply puts in so much more effort. This exercise is done for three reasons. First it help the slave to develop a stronger tongue over the next few months. Second reason is there are always traces of feces in the rectum and this helps the slave getting used to the taste and finally, it feels soooooo damn good! Female slaves also tend to go into a steady rhythm here, slowly and sensually fucking my rectum and ass with her tongue. The end game guys? Don’t dive in so eagerly at the beginning, that’s the reason why women can lick ass longer than you lol Again the different mindset between men and women is why I communicate differently during this with male and female slaves. With male slaves I use verbal humiliation only “Your worthless tongue enjoy the taste of my shithole doesn’t it?” With a female slave I also remind her where her tongue is and what she’s tasting in my rectum BUT I concentrate a lot more on talking down to her gently and telling her how proud I am of her making this filthy act so beautiful and I’m more open to let her see the pleasure it gives me on my face. Basically I’m re-wiring her thought pattern to help her past those guilty feelings and mental block she needs to get out of her head.
Now it’s time to take things one step further. Being rimmed with a full rectum. Now is where the real fun start to begin for me as you can see on this picture. Yes, I do masturbate sometimes during this part of the slave’s training when it feels very good. The times I reach orgasm the slave can actually feel the contractions of my rectum and asshole against or around his / her tongue. Here is where the bigger difference comes in between training a slave as a live in and when training a slave for video productions. In both training methods I do the same. Let him / her lick my asshole first for a bit. I then stop them and tell them to keep an eye on my asshole as I push. He / she must tell me when they can see the tip of the turd appear. As soon as he / she informs me they can see it I tell them to lick. Strangely enough I noticed here male slaves cope better than female. I suppose the awkwardness of being the same gender might be a contributing factor but it’s more likely again a mindset problem. Reason I’m saying this is females gag more during this in the beginning until I make her concentrate how beautiful the act of her licking my shit is. This along with proper breathing usually does the trick and her gagging fit gets under control. The training for video productions is the same but when she starts to gag I’m more prone to pinch so the turd goes back into my rectum and let her keep licking my asshole for a while before she has to lick the tip of my turd again. Reason being that for video productions swallowing is optional. However if she’s receiving training as a live in toilet slave and not for video productions then swallowing is compulsory so the training is more intense. With female slaves I prefer to rather use this position for this part of training:
There are reasons why I prefer this position for female slave training. Eye contact woman to woman is much more important here. While she is slowly tongue fucking my rectum and tasting my shit as her tongue keeps making contact with the tip of my turd I can verbally keep insuring her and encouraging her while keeping direct eye contact. Again, I keep her concentrating on how beautiful the act of one woman submitting to another and tasting her shit is while holding her hands and looking into her eyes. I allow myself to show her my arousal of what she’s doing. By making myself vulnerable like that while she’s doing this it helps her feel less vulnerable and insecure. As they get more and more used to this we move on to human toilet paper. I let the slave sit on his / her knees next to me while I take a shit in the regular bathroom toilet. Afterwards I get up without wiping and go to the bedroom with the slave where he / she will lie on their back on the bed so I can sit down on their open mouth. I first let them see my dirty unwiped asshole as I sit down on his / her open mouth. For the next 30 to 60 minutes the slave now licks my dirty unwiped asshole clean, this includes working his / her tongue into my rectum. Again with female slaves I prefer to sit in the opposite direction to make eye contact with her and talk her through everything as she gags. For video production training I don’t sit on the slave’s mouth but rather let her spread my buttocks as she licks my asshole clean. Getting her to understand the importance of camera angles is better than her getting and keeping her gagging under control.
We’ve come a long way and the day of being my toilet has finally arrived. The first few times I prefer to use this toilet chair as it gives the slave the opportunity to turn his / her head sideways to spit my shit out if they feel overwhelmed. As you can see by this picture I look at the slave between my legs and talk to him / her a little bit first. Asking him / her if they are nervous (the usually are scared shitless) I communicate a few minutes with them first until their nerves are calmed a bit. With a female I’ll usually discuss the beauty of this whole process between women to her, the intimate moments we are about to share and how proud I am to be the first woman to shit into her mouth. With women it’s all about getting the mindset in the right place and the rest will follow. The conversation ends with me asking him / her if they are ready and them informing me they are and asking me to shit into his / her mouth.
Moment of truth, Communication stops and for a minute or so it’s the ultimate silence as my slave only stares at my vagina and asshole taking in what he / she is about to experience. From here on his / her way of thinking will forever be changed for the better. I then start to push (with a female slave I will hold one of her hands or both for emotional support) As my slave see my asshole stretching open and the turd start to slide out slowly as I moan in relieve softly as they open their mouth and doing what now comes almost naturally for him / her, that they have been training for months now.
The moment of truth for the slave as I fill his / her mouth. The first few times most slaves can hold my shit in his / her mouth a few seconds at least before becoming overwhelmed. I allow both male and female slaves to stimulate themselves during this if they feel aroused. For me this type of usage feel like the natural order of things now. Me on top grunting in pure relieve and pleasure, slave at the bottom taking my shit directly into his / her mouth like it should be.
As time goes by the slave can hold my shit in his / her mouth much longer at a time giving me time to finish and wipe my ass in front of his / her eyes. As I turn around I like to smile down at the slave with a tender smile on my face. Seeing them wipe my own ass with his / her mouth full of my shit re-inforce the reality on them. They understand that they have just been used as a toilet by me.
Putting the toilet paper I just used on their face while telling him / her how wonderful it was. How light and good it feels to have pushed that shit out. This helps them put my face to the whole act and help them understand that my face is not what they got from me but rather the most gross part of my body and the waste that came out of it. This is where the training for the slave for video production ends but for the live in slave there is one more part of training that lies ahead.
Learning how to swallow my shit during the last month of training in order to prepare him / her for the final exam. During the last month of this exam I use a modified toilet box and the slave is restrained completely. This includes restraining the head rendering the slave helpless. The slave’s head height is adjusted accordingly so that when I sit down with my asshole on the slave’s open mouth 50% of my body weight comes down onto the slave’s open mouth. Not only is the slave unable to close his / her mouth, it’s also a high level of discomfort for the slave. I slowly shit until the slave’s mouth is full and then I hold back ordering the slave to swallow. In the beginning I only let the slave swallow one mouthful at a time and I check how long he / she can hold it down. After some practice the next few times it’s two mouthful loads the slave needs to swallow and keep down. The slave NEVER knows when the second part of the exam will happen. With these two parts of the final exam you can be really glad if you are male. I’ll be 100% truthful here, I’m a lot harder on the female slaves when it comes to the final exam guys. It’s very erotic for me knowing it’s a woman under me and the whole idea of a slave the same gender as me turns me on just that bit more. So I tend to make their agony longer and more intense.
I do these two parts of the exam on two separate days of the last month. The first exam is the endurance rimming. You might think it’s fun rimming someone with full bowels for more than an hour but trust me, after an hour it’s pure agony for the slave and my sadistic side LOVE that!
The slave is restrained exactly the same way for the endurance rimming leaving him /her completely helpless and at my mercy. With these two parts there is LITERALLY only one way it stops. When I decide to show mercy and get up. I let the rimming start the usual way. He / she licks my unwashed and ripe asshole first for around 30 minutes and then they have to work their tongue into my full rectum. By this time the slave’s tongue is already tired and this is where my payoff for all my time and effort finally comes. Usually after 20 minutes of their tongue massaging the inner walls of my rectum from tongue fucking my ass they simply can’t anymore. The tongue is simply too cramped up and tired to push into my rectum again. I masturbate while they try to get their tongue into my rectum again, the feeling of their tongue trying to push my shit back deeper into my rectum usually brings me to a powerful orgasm right on his / her face. Want to see how to get that tongue into working order again? Take something as basic as the need to breathe away and see how well this works. I simply reach into the back of the box and pinch his / her nose shut. It only takes the couple of seconds for the squirming and pleading noises for air begins to start. Doesn’t take much more than 40 seconds of desperate screams and struggling against the binds before that slave does manage to get his / her tongue back into my full rectum. It is EXTREMELY erotic and can easily bring me another 2 to 3 orgasms in the next 20 minutes. You do get a point that no matter how long you make your slave struggle for air he / she simply can’t get their tongue back in there again and you have to stop. In order to pass this first part of the exam you need to be able to tongue fuck my full rectum for a minimum of 30 minutes (1 hour in total with the first 30 minutes included) With male slaves I stop once they reached the required limit. With females I keep going (sorry ladies, but we have more endurance than men so I like pushing you further) Other reason is watching the female slave’s body struggling against the binding just gives me that fraction more arousal and pleasure.
To this day Nandie still holds the record tongue fucking my full rectum for 1 hour, 28 minutes (1 hour 58 minutes with the first 30 minutes included) Out of the 12 times I pinched her nose shut to encourage her to try harder the last 5 times I had her nose pinched for just over a minute. To this day I am still the most proud of this girl. In the beginning I thought she’ll never make it since she struggled the most to control her gag reflex. I was the hardest on her of all and she surprised me with her amazing endurance. She was also the only female slave whom passed my final exam and she was also my only 24/7 female toilet for another year.
Think that’s tough? Well the second part of the final exam makes that look like a picnic. The slaves never knows when this part will be coming. During the last month I hold my shit 3 days every time in order to produce MASSIVE bowel movements. Every time the slave only have to swallow 2 mouths full of my shit. During the 3 to 4 days I hold my shit for the slave’s final exam I stick to foods that make your feces taste HORRIBLE, rare red meat steaks, biltong, lots of unions, hamburgers etc.
As I sit did and order the slave to lick my ass like I always do I inform them today is the day for the final exam and I’m going to make them swallow my entire bowel movement. I go on by explaining to the slave what I ate the past couple of days. It’s amazing how you can sense their fear just by the way they lick your ass differently once you break this news to them lol
I enforce this fear further by telling them I can feel this load is going to be massive (around 10 to 12 mouths full) Remember, the poor slave never managed to get past swallowing two mouths full up until now. I also remind them it’s only over once I’m empty. I will show no mercy. This is the best part for me as during this final exam I let myself go completely and give attention to my own pleasure.
I push out the first mouthful and count back from 20 to 0. The slave has 20 seconds to swallow. Once I get to 0 I push out the second mouthful whether the slave finished or not. All of them usually get the first mouthful down just in time. Problem comes at the second mouthful. I give the slave only 10 seconds to get that down. It’s is sooooo arousing when the slave start to struggle and make pleading noises into your ass to stop once you get to:
“3……..2………1………here comes the next one sweetie”
That push is amazing as you feel the pressure build up and simply push harder, feeling the gagging vibrations as the new load force into his / her mouth and force the previous one down their throat. After the 3rd mouthful I usually stop for 20 to 30 minutes to masturbate while remaining seated. The slave still has that last mouthful and if he / she simply can’t get it down I’ll help them soon enough. During this I torture him / her mentally by asking how the grilled chicken is tasting now etc. For the next 30 minutes I keep myself in a very high state of arousal and finish of with a powerful orgasm right on the slave’s face. I then feed the slave the next 2 to 3 mouths full enjoying the amazing sadistic pleasure of feeling, seeing and hearing him / her suffer, knowing I’m the only one whom can show mercy. Then I hold back again for 30 minutes or so while masturbating and reaching orgasm as I inform the slave I’m about halfway done. ANY real human toilet out there whom swallow will tell you the last half of a bowel movement is much harder to get down despite sometimes being softer due to the taste getting much stronger.
The last half of my bowel movement (5 or more mouths full of shit depending on how big the load is) is the grand finale of the exam as well as my high state of arousal. I inform the slave to use his / her tongue as a butt plug. If they can stop my shit from coming out then we are done. If they can’t I’m going to keep shitting down their throat until I’m completely empty without giving them a break in between.
What I love most about this part is the mental torture of giving him / her false hope. For a minute or so with my softer shit in my rectum pushing against their tongue in there they think they can stop this from happening. As I push harder and feel my shit forcing their tongue out of my rectum and their desperate struggle as my flow keeps going for 15 to 20 seconds (I push it out slowly) I am in heaven! Knowing I can show mercy at any time by stopping but I simply keep going ignoring their suffering, struggling and pleading is out of this world. There is simply NOTHING he / she can do about it. All they can do is endure their suffering as my shit slowly goes down their throat.
When I’m empty I remain seated for another hour, giving the slave time to get that last mouthful down on his / her own and then get his / her tongue back into my rectum to clean it out. During this hour I will bring myself to between 3 and 5 orgasms OR build it up and bring myself to one earth shattering orgasm lasting around 40 seconds or so.
So what if the slave can’t get that last mouthful down on his / her own and lick my asshole and clean out my rectum? EXAM FAILED! As tough as this might sound, the slave failed the exam and will never be my 24/7 toilet. There is a reason why I’m being so harsh. It’s because I know exactly what they slave goes through. Unlike many I was a toilet myself. I wanted to know what my slave is experiencing when he is my toilet so I asked my husband to use me as a human toilet a few times. Hubby shit into my mouth a total of 15 times and the last 5 times was the EXACT force feeding I use on slaves for their final exam. Devoted Sub did the filming while hubby used me for these. Before anyone asks, no videos of this is available as it was still filmed on VHS back then and because I wasn’t wearing a mask. For that reason I’ll never make these videos public nor the ones of Nandie’s final exam and training as her privacy also have to be respected.
In short. Training for live in slaves are a LOT harder and more intense than training for slaves for video productions. Slaves for video productions I train on camera and the training is much shorter and less intense. Slaves wanting to be my 24/7 toilet gets more harsh training as this will become their life.
That being said I have to point out that these days I only train females for video productions. Either as a top to use Devoted Sub as a toilet with me, as a sub to be used as a toilet by me for lesbian video productions or both if she is up for it. Before anyone accuse me of being sexist, I’m not. Reason why I don’t train male slaves anymore is because I have one. There is no use for me having 3 male toilets on a set and only one feeder (myself)
What’s important or dangers of these force feedings for live in slave’s exams?
Important is breathing, that’s why I do breathing exercises with the slave in training LONG before the final exam comes up.
On the safety front the slave’s body must be lifted so his / her feet is higher than their head like with waterboarding. This minimize the risk of your shit (especially if it’s soft) to get into the windpipe and cause choking.
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