As a submissive over the years I have experienced just about everything I ever fantasised about. I’ve been lucky enough to serve Women twenty years younger than me as well as the type of Girl who would look the other way if I ever approached them in normal circumstances. I’ve been with beautiful Women most guys could only dream about spending time with. I’ve been so lucky to have turned out a submissive.
But the one thing I have never done that I had spent the past few years training for, fantasising about and striving toward is to suck Cock. I always assumed it would be a forced bi experience serving my Mistress. Turns out there wasn’t to be a Girl in sight.
Just me and some guy. He was looking for an older gentleman to be his slave. I’m 44. It was time. I had chickened out of this sort of thing a few times but not today. I met him at some gay sauna, I never even knew such places existed. Paid my entry fee and walked into a seedy bar/pool type area with a bunch of blokes sitting around wearing nothing but towels. I’m glad I had sorted out my hook up first, lol. The last time I saw this many fat arsed retired blokes was down at my local lawn bowls club, lol. And trust me, I much prefer them with their clothes on! Haha.
So anyway we went upstairs to this dark room and I had my first ‘gay’ experience. I had been in a threesome once before with my Mistress at the time but the guy in that scenario was much more interested in my Mistress than me and I was more or less just used by Her while they had sexual intercourse on my face. Good times! But this was different. If it weren’t for the psychology of sucking another Man’s penis, being that low and submissive to Your own gender, being his bitch, sucking cock just did nothing for me.
There was no taste. No smell. All the wonderful aromas of a Women’s pussy while You pleasure Her were non existent. Just a hint of sweat, which was yuck, and to be honest while it was nice and smooth, taste wise it was no different to sucking his finger. Well other than its size! He laughed at my small cock when we first met. Any wonder! You know how in those SPH videos Girls tease about two fingers. Now I know what they mean! I have big hands and gripped his firmly with my entire hand eventually rubbing it’s base while I sucked the head. I never thought I was that small. Well comparing myself to him, I am. Now that I was his he told me all the ways I was going to serve him. And in the actual act of serving it sounded exciting enough.
Eventually he cum. I swallowed like a proper slut. Of course I was going to, I was never afraid of the taste, one thing You learn as a submissive to Women is that generally what comes out of Your body must go back in. For a while there when serving it was rare for me not to eat my own cum. It tasted as horrible as always. Then he left.
Fifteen minutes later I knew that would be the last cock I would suck under my own duress. I’m definitely a sub to Women. I wasn’t even horny afterward (no I didn’t cum myself, slaves aren’t usually allowed those privileges) and just felt like, meh. I have had so many fantasitic experiences as a submissive, even the ones that made me cry and were terrifying at the time, were some of the most intense experiences of my life which I still fantasies about the memory of now years later. It just wasn’t like that. It’s not something I’ll ever think back on in future if I’m trying to make myself erect while shaving or whatever. Sucking cock, while the psychology of it is a hot thought in itself, is not all it’s made out to be.
I’m happy to say the next person that cums on my mouth will definitely be Female!
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